no way out.

2009-03-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

YO PEOPLE.I'VE MOVED.
http://simplepleasures-x.blogspot.com

2009-03-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

yoyo ppl.
I MADE IT TO SYF AUDITIONS!yayness~
[to marcia:THANKYOU.THANKYOU.THANKYOU.]
i also qualified to finals for 100m..
dunno to be happy or not.
happy:i beat six ppl in the race.
mixed:im the last out of the top eight.for sure get last tmr de lorhhs.sian
anw,im just gonna run for my hse n try to get NOT LAST.
i hope i can achieve JUST THAT.
school was F.U.N.
btw,IM GONNA GET THE SONY ERICSSON C902 DURING THE MARCH HOLIS!YAY.
haha.gonna watch survivor now.
chao~

2009-02-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

heyyaw.
ok,i know i havent posted for 21 days.
wanted to post last wkend de..
but my freaking wireless was down..
so anws,i've got some things i wanna say to some people.
nutnut,lili & steffi:
yoyo.thanks for being such good buddies in class,
you guys really make class not so boring..
nutnut-chem,thanks for always talking rubbish and being the simply ADORABLE person you are.
you make chem much less boring than it is.haha.[ps:btw,GO BLUEBERRY!lol.=)]
steffi & lili-history is always fun when you guys are around yeah.although wo he steffi shi "zi ji ren",and always "bully" lili,but i hope you do have fun and dunch take it to heart when we so-called "bully" you.haha.besides,you REALLY ARE CUTE AND FUNNY.=)
twinneh:
yoyoyo.my twinneh babe..thanks for "entertaining" me in chinese lesson.you've really been great.thanks for standing by me eversince last year..you've been a sweetheart,thanks hunn.=)
steph:
yoyoyoyo.thanks for always being so cute n funny in geog lessons.you+mr tan+enhao,makes pure geog lessons really fun.hehehe.btw,dunch ever forget this,our private joke.[places with A LOT of trees is expressway.]ahahaha~=)
______________________________________________________
THANK YOU ALL SWEETHEARTS!YOU'VE ALL BEEN WONDERFUL BUDDIES & SISTERS.I LOVE YOU ALL!muacks~=)=)=)WO.AI.NI.MEN.hehehehehehehexp

2009-02-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

why must you be so manipulative!
its like the weekends already?
cant i even sleep late on fridays?!
i seriously dunch know whadds ur problem!
even if ue chase me to bed,
i wont be able to sleep!
whadds the diff then?!
its damn dumb luhh.
i already cant sleep late evenon sat nights,
can ue just give me ONE NIGHT of privilege?
stupid privilege of sleeping late!wdh luhh.
dont be more of an idiot as ue already are.

2009-02-02T22:32:00.001+08:00

btw,dunch mind some of the old songs..
still love them a lot.
hehe.=)
chao~

2009-02-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

hello everymeow!
haha,btw,nicole,ur that post..
i today abit too happy to post...
i promise i will post within this week okayye?
love ue gerl.=)*muacks.[im NOT lesbian okay.]
anyways..
IM STILL SICK!
sians.nvm,currently playing:next plane home-daniel powter.=)
okay,i STILL am addicted to my lappy!
ahahahahahaha~
dunch mind me horr.i abit siao today.
actually,siao EVERYDAY.
currently playing:womanizer-britney spears.=P
okay,im still abit unhappy cos,
ytd,it took four hours plus to downld audition!
then still have to install..
by the time the whole thing set-up alr,
marmie call me off com..
sian.then aunt say only wkends than can play lorhhs.
somemore max only can play three hours?
sian,but actually,
i should count my blessings alrdy lorhhs.
i finally get to play lorhhs.
good enough.hehehe.=)
sian,i lazy type le laa~
chao world!hahaha.=X

2009-01-31T21:17:00.002+08:00

i am seriously officially BORED luhh.
i have nth to do lorhhs..
damn bored,still sick though..
i am:
BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED
AND
VERY EXTREMELY CRAZILY HYSTERICALLY BORED.
whadd to do sia..
wna play audition..
but marmie dunch let me download..
sians lorhs.
BOREDBOREDBORED
BORED
BORED
BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED
BORED
BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED
BOREDBORED
BORED
BOREDBORED
BORED
BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED
BOREDBORED
BOREDBORED
BOREDBORED
BORED

2009-01-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

ello people!
i know my blog has been like,STONING.
haha.my hp lappy was spoilt..
LCD crack..
now i have new lappy & i really love it!
its light,small & white!
so anyways,
fell sick today..
had slight fever in the morning.
actually when papa come wake me up,
i fake fake very sick,
so that can dunch go sch..
but hor,when i woke up at eight++,
i was REALLY SICK lorhh.
luckily,i fake fake,
otherwise i have to suffer one whole day in sch lorhhs.
so marmie bring me go see doc..
waited damn long de lorhhs.
diagnosed with:throat inflammation,slight fever & dry nose..*coughs*
damn pain sia now..
felt giddy the whole day sia..
sleep at least half of the day..
then ard five++ decided to go for sub chem tuition..
so meet nicole then go tuition lorhhs..
nicole bought chocs n ate in class!
soJEALOUS DE LORHS.
dunno have to wait until how long later than can eat chocs again..
better concentrate on recovering first bahhs..
haha.
i finished reading all four books[twilight,new moon,eclipse & breaking dawn] le!
damn nice de lorhs.
its VERY VERY VERY addictive.
haha,anyways,
good luck to all seniors who are applying for your new schools!
JIAYOU JIAYOU.
chao~

2009-01-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

to cherished buddy:
i've really enjoyed & treasure the fun times we had together,as "close friends".but i know,that you've never planned to leave them.so i think i should respect your decision & "let you go"?i don't want to be a burden to you.since you've chosen to be with them,then i will go with your decision.i will be okay.i really hope things will work out well between you & them.JIAYOU ok?i will always be there for you if you need me.love you.all the best gerl!=)

to "person":
i really am having mixed feelings here.just when i really started telling myself that i've gotten over you,and even started telling myself i actually hated you,you just suddenly "pop" out of nowhere!i mean,can you for once just NOT DO THIS TO ME?you suddenly come & talk to me as if nothing has ever happened before!the way you talked,was as if you were a totally different person!for about a year,you were so cold to me,then,out of the blue,you talk to me as if you actually treated me as a friend!i really am all confused because of you.i can't believe i actually cried over you in school,in front of all my friends!i really have no idea what is going through your mind,neither do i have any idea what it going through in my OWN MIND!why must you always do this to me whenever im in a period of a fix!just so YOU know,i do have my OWN SETS OF PROBLEMS.and currently,i do have A LOT TO DEAL WITH.can you either be cold to me forever,or just be a wonderful friend to me forever?why must you be both?!it really mixes me up!one day,you're like this,the next day,you're that!i never ever ever know who you are,& how you would treat me!you're just OVERLY UNPREDICTABLE.i hate you,yet,i love you.what's my problem?i guess its just my mixed feelings about my friendships & YOU. thanks,REALLY,THANKS,for making my mind even more of a whirl.

broken friendships.

2009-01-12T22:07:00.003+08:00

to my dearest girlfriend:
i told you,things wouldnt work out in our friendship cos we're not in the same class & that you and her were much closer than me & you.then,i thought about it.i knew i just couldnt let our two-year friendship just go down the drain like this,just b'cos we simply give up.thats why,i asked you,if you were willing to try this year.you agreed.yet now,have you realised the way you actually "try to keep close to me"?i mean,eg:last friday,although they were bugging you to leave the school and i know you were hungry.but im VERY SURE BFFs are always willing to wait for each other.have you counted how many times i've waited for you.i mean,even if i DO get pissed often,i still actually make an effort to wait for my dearest gerlfriend right?think about it,i have been there when you needed a shoulder to cry on.but when i need your beautiful ears,were you 100% actually listening to me & trying to CARE ABOUT ME?this all may seem harsh,but i really have to let it out!you know im not exactly the strong bitch everyone thinks i am.you are one of the people who actually know who i REALLY AM.but yet,you're not the one who has been there for me.on the contradict,its the ones who i LEAST EXPECT to actually be the firsts to realise that im having problems & am really down,and need a shoulder.im really sorry if im asking too much dear,but i really love you hunn.but do you feel the same for me girl?

2009-01-11T23:05:00.001+08:00

some BIRDY made me blog..
say my blog nvr update..
hais,hello world!
*random.
im damn shagged out.
secthree's gonna be one hell of a year man.
dang.
im TIRED & EXHAUSTER & DEAD BEAT!

2009-01-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

okay.i know my blog was dead.
anw,
MERRY CHRISTMAS,HAPPY 2009 NEW YEAR & HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!=)
changed my blogskin yet again.
wait,i've got one thing to say.
PONYO~PONYO~PONYO~
*melissa makes peace with unagi to share PONYO.PEACE.
ahaha~
im bored luhh.
but i lazy post pics on my malacca trip..
sowwie~
haha.
i felt so happy ytd morning when i saw all the twoone-ians all gathered together in the canteen..
i wish we could be like that for all times..
hais,unfortunately,we were all seperated..
sians luhh.
i have one last thing to say.
I MISS TWOONE08!I LOVE YOU GUYS!WE MUST MEET AGAIN HONEHHS.

2008-12-04T11:38:00.005+08:00

okay.i was tagged by CALINE to do this quiz~
Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.
1) do you currently like anyone?
hmm.still pondering whether i truly like him.
2) how about in the past?
err,DUHH.
3) who's the best guy-friend you can trust?
shan lin kor?=X
4)name the people who has ever like you.
dunch have lar.=X
5) have you had any boy-f?
err.thats for me to know,for you to find out.
6) when do you intend to get one?
humm,it depends WHEN i find my MR.RIGHT.=P
7) dream job?
singer/actress/lawyer?=X
8) has anyone break your heart badly before?
like,duhh.T.T
9) have you cried out of jealousy?
err.yesh?over how much more love my sis gets from my marmie~
10) name your best-friend(s)
MDM3-afifah,vanishaa,melissateo,shanlin,fengkuan,kaiyu,jiahao,enhao,gilda,nicole,caline
11) who knows your deepest secrets? & whose deep secrets do you know?
not to be publicised.
12) has your 1st kiss been given away?
i think i'll sit this question out.
13) has anyone just suddenly come up & kiss/hug you?
VANISHAA & AFIFAH.two weirdest people in the world.but the best friends anyone can have.
14) do you think yoU are pretty? like,obviously NOT.
15) name people who hot.
vanishaa,afifah,khairil(graduate from sch aready),caline,zakiah,many more...
16) name people who are simply gorgeous :D
every single person is gorgeous.=)
17) name people who are pretty :]
if you think ue're pretty?you are!=)
18) name guys who makes you go oh-so-hot.
mmm..none.
19) name guys who are handsome.
no one in mind currently.=P
20) given 3 wishes, what will you wish for?
-family warmth
-achieve my dreams
-find MR.RIGHT.haha.=X
next 5 victims
-shirly
-yongsoon
-zakiah
-yuanting
-woonling
sorry!=X

2008-12-02T11:32:00.002+08:00

i FINALLY revived my friendster.kudos to me!
haha.anw,i just found out that there were a few more primary sch friends who actually remembered my b'day this year..
to FEON & MINSHUANG,THANKYOOOOOOOO!loves~
also,tyty to all the ppl who commented my friendster even though it was DEAD.
haha.
holidays damn boring luhh.
anw,
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SABRINA![1st dec]
so ytd i finally got to get out of the hse..
celebrated sabrina's b'day..
evening had tuition..sians.
teacher damn boring luhh.
chao~

2008-11-27T21:22:00.002+08:00

mrawr
haha,i just watched the 3 videos with my family..
haha.
go watch:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yj-1kp777NM&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhDUJVf6IcY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vw6RgIf6epQ&feature=related
damn funny.
ue watch & laugh until ue roll on the floor..-.-
ahahaha~
chao~

2008-11-27T16:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JOHNATHAN!!![16th nov]
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY DEBORAH[BRA]!!![25th nov]
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY AILING!!![27th nov]
mrawr~
afifah is here.-.-
she just came back from the toilet.[JOURNEY TO THE TOILET]
she spent DAMN LONG in the toilet la.-.-
dunno whadd she doing.*laughs.
maybe she...
afifah says:whadd else can ue do in the toilet.besides,peeing,pooping,bathing AND...DANGER.
she siao one lor.
learn from unagi[shazli]..keep saying danger & PEACE..-.-
chao~

2008-11-19T12:53:00.004+08:00

ello.
yeeah,i changed my blogskin yet again.
nice?
TAG REPLIES.
meow1_ello!IMY!thanks for nt "disturbing" uh?haha =X
niaomeow_i dint get my appeal la..-.-[smart ass]haha,thanks for the b'day wish.=)
YS_ello kor.tyty ferr the b'day wish.=)
charmaine sng_ello!thanks yeeah.how did ue know its my b'day?
rubber retarded_err.why?
END-PS:I KNOW MY TAG REPLIES DAMN LATE LA HORR.=X
tagtagtagtagtag ppl.
wait,before i forget,
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SLY![LENGYING](11th nov)=)
mrawr.
hais..i keep saying i wanna blog bout my outings but i always lazy type.
then when i type finish,
stupid blogger go and delete my post.-.-
nvm.
i blog bout ytd.
outing with melissa teo.
funfunfun.
i had to like wake up damn early in the morning to ~~wash clothes~~.
had to literally DRAG myself out of bed uh.-.-
we met up at inter at 12.30?
took train down to BUGIS.duhh.
we walked round bugis street first & second floor at least five times and more la.
haha.first time walk bugis street so many times.
melissa bought quite some things..
i bought a long shirt for sat's esplanade concert..=P
hmm,let me recall what mel teo bought..
-white top
-black shorts
then we went back to bugis junct.
went to diva,
bought 'best friends' bracelets..
actually we were going to sakae de..
but mel felt like eating 'shou gong mian'..
so we went food court instead..-.-
after that,we walked around bugis..
ended up at basement jap chocs shop..
we bought some chocs there..
hehehe~
then we went to BHG-muji..
never knew muji was placed in the middle of nowhere..
nt exactly nowhere actually..
it was situated somewhere in the middle of BHG..
there,we bought the milk tea & 'LEMON MARSHMALLOWS'.
the milk tea was damn nice la.=P
then cos both of us walk until tired so we go food court find place sit again..
took some pics there..
ahahaha~
after resting,
we ended up in bugis street again sia.
then mel bought a handbag..
after that,
we decided to go home early.
on the MRT,i stupidly locked my 9836..phone.
stupid right?
luckily my papa have my PUK code.
haha.but until now my old nokia phone cant start up sia..
so i use my marmie's old sony ericsson phone..T.T
when reach inter,
meet marmie n sis..
walk around..
marmie bought me new shirts again..
ahahaha~
lucky me.
woohooo~
then we met up with papa then go home lorhhs.
after that go home then nth much le larhhs.
sian,i havent pack for choir camp sia..
sat morning have to report lehhs..
damn sian.-.-
chao~

2008-11-12T21:22:00.004+08:00

my appeal failed..
i dint get in the class i wanted..
damn shit la..T.T
~~i really almost did yesterday.~~
~~you're really driving me to the corner,to the limit.~~
sometimes,you just don't know when to shut it!
and when you need to speak,
you act as if you're some freaking mute!
i had enough!i'm sick and tired of all these crap!
just freaking mess up your own life and leave mine alone!
~~MAKE YOURSELF SCARCE.~~

2008-11-10T12:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNT RUP.!!![6th nov]
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SHANLIN KOR!!![7th nov]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE JIE!!![8th nov]
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SHERMAINE!!![9th nov]
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY YONGSOON!!![9th nov]
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ME!!!=P[9th nov]
okok..
im done with all the 'HAPPY BIRTHDAYS'.xP
on to the "real" posts..=P
haha..i addicted to watching show on9 liaos..
i blog later on bahhs..
chao~

2008-11-05T19:57:00.003+08:00

okok..

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY JOOYEE JIE!!!=)

hello everymeow..

mrawr~

hehehe.

to meoww1>ello meowwwie!i miss yoo kitty!=(meet up someday yeeah?congrats on making it to threeone..=p

hmm..lets see..today.

choir was quite interesting..

had quite a lot of fun too..

i got into threethree..

no friends..

lousy combi..

kena elect. history sia.

hate it.

KY encouraged me to appeal..

zihan & xichun adviced me on whadd to appeal for..

whadd subjects to choose..[great seniors/friends]=p

decided to appeal for threeone..

actually wanted to appeal for threetwo de..

but i realised i hate BIO..

so im appealing for pure chem & pure physics..

then take elect.geog..=)

i really hope i can get in sia..

but i think chances damn slim sia..

but zihan told me to exaggerate..

dramadrama abit lorhhs..

but horr..

threetwo is the class with all my friends sia..

but nvm la..

if i get in threeone,

have my twinnie-mel teo..

have my meoww1-zhenn..

have linds..

& 14 other twoone-ians..

i really hope i can achieve my appeal..

pweeeeeeeease~

chao~

i really dunch know if i made a mistake..

a grave one too..

im really afraid that this mistake will bring hurt to you..

i don't wanna hurt you..

im just such a screw-up.

thats all i've gotta say..

2008-11-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

ello.
first thing.
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY LUCAS!=)
today actually nth much..
but i managed to spend quality time with my gramps today..
hehehe~
i know i very lame la~
tmr..plannning to wake up "early"..
8a.m.
ue know ferr whadd?
just to check i go whadd class next yr..
i damn worried sia.
cos i dunch want pure bio..
no interest in bio..-.-'''
then 10++ go meet my two kor..
spend the day with them lorhhs..
hehehehehe~
finally!"quality time" with my beloved korS..
loves~
chao~

2008-11-02T22:10:00.002+08:00

first & for most...
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY KAIYU![30th oct]=)
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY WENYI![2nd nov]=)
yoyo..
let me try to rmb whadd happened this week..
monday...
HAPPY DEEPAVALI.[THE FESTIVAL OF LIGHTS.]
morning,woke up,went for "brunch"..
we went YUM CHA.
then we went home..
ard 12++ 1,
went shopping with mummy & sis..
bugis junction damn packed..
so we went bugis street first..
i was looking for my bag..
but mum n sis ended up looking clothes n shoes..
but in the end,we did not get anything from bugis street.-.-'''
so we went back to bugis junction..
in the end,i found the bag i looking for at zinc...
ahahaha~
i spent $49.90 sia..
damn sad...TnT
the salesguy started a convo..
like this..
guy>err,ue sure ue write your birthday correct?
me>err..correct whadd,9 nov whadd..
guy>ohhs.so 'qiao' lehhs,my birthday also..haha.
me>ohh,really?cool~
guy>tell ue whadd,next time ue come,i give ue special discount,on?
me>on!thanks horr.
haha,so easy get discount le...
hehehehehehehehehe~
then after buying,
we went to fetch dad from massage.T.T
then went home lorhhs..
stayed at home the whole night..
tuesday..
went to kallang leisure park with Mr.lim,KY,YS,JH,BX,PF,LY,Sab..
first,i met mr.lim,PF n sab on bus 60..
then we met YS,LY,JH n BX at bedok inter..
then wait for the late KY...[ps:she nu zhu jue somemore..]
we took 16 go kallang leisure park..
when we got there,we went to food court..
then we saw a stall called,YONG SOON YOU TIAO'..
hehehe~we all laugh at YS...
then we scold hiim for not telling us that he open shop..
nvr even invite us to opening..
then we laugh at him cs now 'dao bi' aready...
ahahahahahaha~
only YS,LY n sab ate..
i bought bandung drink..
hehehehehe~
then we went up to the ice skating level..
then we all ended up going to arcade!
woohoo~
when we finish playing,
BX realised her wallet missing..
then we all have to conduct a search in the arcade..
JH found sth known to be "despicable"..
ahahaha~
in the end,
KY was the one who found the wallet..
YS say KY can smell the money[$$$],
thats why,she found it,not anyone else..
ahahahaha~
then mr.lim said he wanna eat KFC..-.-'''
but we went bowling instead..
first game i had 91 points..[inclusive of two strikes..]
second game i treat PF,KY & sab..=)
i got 70 points..[so lousy horr..]TnT
hais..
after the two games,
we went ice skating..
i fell down..
grazed my right knee abit..but not so bad..
worse is,i twisted my right wrist.ahahaha~[still can laugh somemore]-.-'''
after ice skating,we went food court for lunch again..
hehehehe~i had donuts from 'donut donuts'!
cool name right?i know..
hehehehehehe~
then take bus bakk go bedok inter..
then we gave KY her b'day present..
then i had to go..
hahaha,reach home that time,mummy nvr scold..so heng~
wednesday...
nth much in the morning..
afternoon,
aunt told me gramps was admitted into hospital..TnT
so i took her dentures and went down..
met aunt at eastpoint for lunch..
after that we walked bakk to changi hospital..
met other aunt there..
than had to wait for ard 2hrs than gramps could be admitted into the ward..
luckily i met my primary sch friend there...
hehehehe~
then stayed at the hospital until 7++..
leg damn aching la..
uncle sended me n aunt home..
before i go home,
aunt brought me to docs..
then doc say i caught flu n sore throat..
doc also say i injured/sprain my right wrist...ahaha~
then went home..rest~
thursday...
had fever..
couldnt do much...
stay at home lorhhs..
friday...
afternoon,
meet beefy n duckie at tm..
then we weent haagen-daaz..
then we watched HSM3..
damn nice..
but abit like HSM1...
then went home..
i will post pics another time when i free horr..
kk,thats all le..
chao~

2008-10-30T17:07:00.002+08:00

hmm..
have to revive my blog le..
actually wanted to blog de..
also post pics,
but got stuck watching a taiwan drama..
currently watching Hot Shot...[taiwan]
next show will be Meteor Garden 2..[taiwan version]
then next show will be Fated To Meet You..[taiwan]
next will be Taiyou No Uta..[jap]
so i 'll be posting bout tuesday's outing soon,
hopefully tmr..
c ya ppl.
ohhya,i twisted my right wrist..
ahahaha~
chao~

2008-10-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

okay.
today H.E. exam damn "cool"~
i finished the paper in like 20min?
then actually wanted to sleep de..
then saw cikgu faeza scolding some other person..
so i decided to wait for her to walk away first.
then i slept for the second half of the paper..
ahahaha~
cool rights?
but i had this really weird dream..
about..
nvm.
so after exam,
me,JH,KY,YS went to tm..
then when we got to cs cineplex,
we cldnt decide whadd movie to watch..-.-'''
then we ended up going to WS hse..
than i was kinda bored la.
but got my psp "pei" me can lerhhs.
than they very funny lorhhs..
ard two,we went bakk to tm..
we watched 'house bunny'..T.T
after movie go home.
WASH CLOTHES.
so boring la.
now so tired..T.T
hais..
no mood le la..
thinking of sth..
chao~
~~you've really gotten me completely confused.~~
you can seriously make me go bonkers.
why?
why do all you people out there like to do that to me?!

2008-10-08T20:15:00.002+08:00

hello everyniaomeow!
hehehe~
so it has been the exam period and have been bz mugging..
so im bakk!
so tmr the last paper..
HOME ECONOMICS.
the other papers were okok..
english>not too bad..
chinese>not bad..
maths>not up to MY standards.[definitely]
geog>gonna fail liao.
history>not bad..=)
science>not bad..=)
lit>okok only..
i hope i can do well..
but seems a bit too lousy..
im like afraid i wont pass,
wont get any As..
hais..
someone told me i think too much bout things..
i DO agree,
but i just cant make myself not think bout those stuff..
and im always asking ppl to llok on the bright sides..
but i can NEVER apply that "theory" to myself..
im such a FAILURE..
~~i never knew i would actually break down in front of...~~
no one,
not even myself,
would i expect myself to be so fragile..

2008-09-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

helloevvvvvverymeoww!
hehehe~
quite high today.
anw,i SO need to revive my blog larhhs~-.-'''
its like half-dead?
hehehe~
okayye,announcement:
my phone has been confiscated from my mama~so dunch waste ue're PRECIOUS SMSs kayyes?=)
so now ue guys know why i nvr reply your msgs if ue guys msged me.=)
i did it again~
btw,i am happy to have spent much time with NEW people.
i lovveeeeee them.
ILYA people![ps:ILYA=i love you ALL.]=)
ahahahaha~
i hope ue guys know who ue are worxx.
hehehehehehe~
i gtg study lerhhs..bwais~
chao...

2008-09-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?!
YOU GUYS CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WANT NOW.
COS I AM SICK AND TIRED OF UR FCKING LIES AND EMPTY PROMISES.
YOU PEOPLE JUST DON'T GET IT.
YOU SAY ONE THING,
THE NEXT MOMENT,
YOU GO,"i did mehh?don't lie la.stop finding excuses!"
and you know what,
the blame,is ALWAYS one me,
ME,ME,ME!
sometimes i just wish you guys will take notice of me more of in a positive way,
why can you only do that to HER.
you know something?
I AM JEALOUS.
its as if you only had one,
well,NEWSFLASH,
YOU HAVE TWO!
biased people.
you know something,
sometimes,i just simply wish i never have to be around you guys.
you scold me for things i DO NOT do.
yes,may be i DO make mistakes,
but FYI,you guys and her make the same fcking mistakes and,
thing is,
I DO NOT SEE THE SAME TREATMENT!
wtf am i around for huh?
just for you guys to vent your anger on?!
anyway,i have to apologize to the people around me.
i'm sorry if you feel that i'm self-centred,
or maybe some of you find me a fcking bitch..
i'm really sorry.
im just faced with all this fcking CRAP at this place called "home".

2008-09-02T12:06:00.002+08:00

okay~
ferr the sake of yuanting mummy,
i shall increase the size of my posts' fonts.
hopefully ue guys can finally read without 3 pairs of glasses and 2 magnifying glasses.
haha.
anyway,
HAPPY BELATED TEACHERS' DAY!
sorry teachers,
i dint blog ytd to wish ue guys!
hehehe~
i really miss Miss.Ng!
hais..nvm la.
i can meet herr upps anytime.
lawls.
that is one benefit of having your favourite teacher living near ue!
ahahahahaha~
hais..
e-learning was sooooo boring~
lucky over liaos..
hehehehehe~
hais..so bored.
nothing to do.
alone at home.
chao~
sometimes i really doubt that i AM able to forget you,
forget my feelings for you.
it has been two years.
its not that easy to forget those feelings i had/have.
i only realised that when you scolded me,
acussing me of something i hell did NOT do?
i felt so hurt.
i cried.okay?!
you happy now?i CRIED.
and no one noticed.
no one EVER does.

2008-08-25T15:01:00.002+08:00

hello.
i dint go school today..
woke up with a banging headache,blocked nose,sore throat,body ache..
then slept till nine++..
sis made SPECIAL porridge ferr me..
and i keep sneezing!
dang~
I AM OFFICIALLY BORED!
there's nothing to do at home..
im going to study..
chao~

2008-08-24T11:16:00.002+08:00

hello everyBIRDBIRD!
haha.
i officially LOVE my blogskin!
anyway,it has been quite some time since i actually blogged.
sorry!busy mugging,
so dint have time to blog..
so anyway,
friday,
went to TM with ducckie(s)..
then we had pizzahut for lunch...
ahaha~
then we went to minibits to get a present for shujing..
i bought her a necklace!
hehe.xp
then i went to mavis to meet gilda & do the maths test..
then we went for science tuition..
then we saw that one of our clasmates hurt his left arm..
so after tuition,
we followed marcia to NTUC..
then nicole walked me home..
then marcia suddenly msged me..
then he msged me some really weird stuff,
& he told me some things bout himself that i dunch know exactly whyy he did..
so we msged for an hr plus?
then i went to study..
sudden "guainess"..
saturday.
whole day at tuition?
i gave the present to shujing during chinese..
then she said she likes it..
sure do i hope she does..
ahaha~
then after tuition,
i went home for dinner,
then duckkie came ard 1940?
then me,my mum,my sis & ifah went to IKEA.
we bought ten vases & six white photo frames..
then my mum sent duckkie to our sch bus-stop..
TODAY.
im going tuition later..
then after tuition,
im meeting duckkie for badminton!!!
yesss!
i can finally play badminton!
ahaha~
loves.
chao~

2008-08-23T12:14:00.001+08:00

yo people.
i'm reviving my blog here..
ahaha~
my blog has been dying.
know its alive!
hahaaa.
anw,
i added a new playlist,
so enjoy the music!
love yoo people!
ps:tag!
chao~

2008-08-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY RUBBER DUCK!I LOVE YOO!
okayye.
today isnt that exciting.
last night was one of the WORSE.
and unfortunately,
the people who promised to be there,
WEREN'T.
i was left alone.
i told myself not to _____,
and listen to given advice and concerns.
but i just couldn't control myself.
i had no one to talk to.
i had nothing to vent my anger on.
but only after i did do it,
a person i LEAST expect called me.
(thank you so much.loves~)
then again,
i cried through the night.
then today,
when i saw ______ with soo many presents,
i kinda felt that i knew that very little people will remember my birthday,
and that i wouldn't get anything.
when they celebrated,
i felt soooo jealous.
i just know that i'm not exactly well-liked.
no one is this cold world cares huh?
i just felt like a piece of crap.

2008-08-03T20:57:00.001+08:00

btw,allow me to introduce the rubber family.
rubber mangkuk>ME!=) }
rubber chicken>SHANLIN!=) }
rubber duck>AFIFAH!=) }
rubber beef>VANISHAA!=) }
rubber retarded>FENGKUAN!=) }
RUBBER FAMILY IS MY LIFE.I LOVE YOOOOO!

2008-08-03T20:13:00.003+08:00

TAG REPLIES.
rubber chicken & rubber retarded>yo rubbers!thanks sooooo much forr ya encouragement yeeah?
love you guys too!RUBBER FAMILY!love yooooooooooooooooooooo!
rubber duck>yo rubber!aren't you glad i brought the two of them along?you got presents!ahaha~
yo people.
kk..lets talk about friday night.
rubber chicken & rubber retarded called me at ard eleven at night?
lawls.
actually,we only wanted to talk about sunday's badminton "outing"..
then turn out,
we talked about MANY other things..
so it became a looong convo.
ahaha~me & rubber chicken were bullying rubber retarded the WHOLE convo la..
hehehe.xD
so at ard two++ in the EARLY EARLY morning,
the two used their comS..
then they went crazy on my tagboard..
ahahaha~so hilarious.
then at ard 3.20?
rubber retarded went to bed,
while me & rubber chicken continued to talk...
hehehe.
we talked until ard 4.40?
then i started coughing & sneezing..
so rubber chicken FORCED me to rest..
so i did..
saturday.
i was supposed to meet rubber duck at ard 1000hrs.
but unfortunately,
i OVERSLEPT.
hehe.SOWWIE RUBBER DUCK!
actually i set my phone alarm at 0830 de..
but i went to turn it off the moment it rang..
so then i only woke up when she called my home..
so i reached tamp inter ard 1030.
sorry!
so then we took bus 293 to go to aunt agnes' salon to have a haircut..=)
then we went back to tm lorhhs..
so then we went to IP zone to look forr my jacket..
but then i realised the jackets aren't exactly that nice..
so dint buy..
then we went to bossini to look forr red t shirts..
but we ended up looking at other clothes..
but we dint buy..
so we went to GIORDANO..
i saw these really nice shirts!
so ended up buying two pieces cos they were kinda cheap..=)
i finally have new clothes!
then we went bakk to bossini.
cos i decided to buy afifah that shirt that she really liked as her THIRD b'day gift..
then rubber chicken called me..
he asked me where we were..
so he & rubber retarded came to look forr us..
then we went walking ard..
we went to minitoons to buy rubber duck's present,
as well as rubber beef's present(belated)..
but we couldnt find..
so we went to artbox..
we saw the GIANT 'STRIPPING BANANA'..
but we couldnt find the present there..
so we went to 'Toys R' us'..
lawls..
so rubber chicken ended up buying rubber duck a quackquack yellow duck stuff toy,
and he bought rubber beef a yellow moomoo cow..
ahahahahaha~hehehe.xD
so then we went to the top floor..
rubber duck & i went to 77th street..
then rubber chicken & rubber retarded went to GV to get movie tickets..
but it was "NON-QUEABLE" queue.
so they decided to watch in CS..
there,they met some friends..
then they bought their MUMMY movie tickets..
then we went forr lunch..
after lunch,the two guys separate from the two gerls..
we went off,they went forr their movie..=)
i went forr tuition..
was just on time..
so i had tuition till 0635..?
then i went home to bathe..
thenme & sis made our way down to kembangan to meet my mum..
my mum fetched us from there to the place..
we went for the 'ANNUAL PING YI SEC SCH PSG FUNCTION DINNER'..
actually i was unwilling to go..
but it turned out kinda fun..
so wasnt that bad..
we left that place at eleven plusplus..
i got home,
brushed my teeth,
and went to bed..
unfortunately,
i only could fall asleep at ard 2?
crazy right..i KNOW.
sunday
so this morning,
i woke up at 0757?
then my nose started bleeding..
so had to get out of bed..
then at ard nine plus,
i went to sleep again..
ahaha.
i woke up at 1130?
then went forr tuition at ard 1255?
so met sabrina & gilda..
after tuition,
i went to met rubber chicken at bedok inter..
rubber chicken went to da pao chicken rice..
then we went to meet rubber beef & rubber duck..
then we waited for rubber retarded to come after his tuition..
then we played badminton!!!
it was soooo fun!!!
I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS.YOU GUYS NEVER FAIL TO BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE!THANKS!!!
so we stopped playing at ard close to 1830..
then me & rubber duck went home while rubber chicken & rubber retarded went to bedok inter..
so then got home,
had dinner, bathed.
Thank you rubbers!i really love yoo guys!thanks forr EVERYTHING!
i love yoooooo!with you guys around,i dunch need others lerhhs
i no longer need you.i'm OVER YOU.

2008-07-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

WHAT IS FAMILY?
family is said to always be by one's side.
family is said to be the most wonderful thing in one's life.
family is said to be made out of people who loves you.
family is said to be one's EVERYTHING.
but to me,thats ALL a lie.
nothing said is true.
is all FREAKING FAKE.
F.A.K.E.,FAKE!

you once said i could go to you if i had any problems.

i'm starting to doubt that.

no one in this can be trusted.

MY SPOILT FRIDGE.xD

2008-07-18T20:53:00.004+08:00

first,tag replies...

shirly_yo.tyty.=)

munn_yo munn!=)

linds_yo gerl!love yooooo!=)

yizhen_hehe.even thought i asked ue to tag,thankyoo!!!loves.=)

kim_yo.thanks!=)

shirly_hehe.double taggs woorxx..=)

BXKY_yo bixuan & kaiyu..=)

wow..end!

im watching NARNIA while blogging..=)

lawls..anw,

my fridge broke down yesterday.

the empty freezer.xD

the empty fridge.xD

lawls.we had to move everything to my gramp's place..

as for today..

nothing much thought..

just that jiahao & sabrina almost spoilt my phone..T.T

chao~

2008-07-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

GET WELL SOON SHANLINKOR & LUCAS!

yo.

okayye..today shanlin n lucas came to school both with a fever.

for that case,

shanlin had a HIGH FEVER.

i only found out lucas was sick when he answered miss koh's question..

his voice was damn hoarse..

then his face looked damn pale..

as for shan lin,

i was told.

his temperature was 39.1 DEGREES!

so after his o-levels,

he went home..

he looked so pale,

REST WELL KOR!!!

lawls.

anw,today nothing much interesting de..

just that vann took bus back with me!![she had to go for tuition..]

nothing le larhhs..T.T

chao~

our realtionship is never going to change huhh?

you'll never change the way you treat me ehh?

i mean,

you can ignore me for sometime..

but PLEASE not TOO LONG!

its torturous..

furthermore,

its your LAST YEAR IN SCHOOL!

we're not going to be able to see each other that often!

you minght not mind,

but I DO.

just felt that you should know.

2008-07-14T17:54:00.006+08:00

yo people.
i changed my blogskin again.
anyway,whadd do you guys think abt the pics?!
comment yeeah?=)
anw,me n my family went to airport's SAKAE SUSHI for dinner last night..
here are some pics.)

hehe..this pic was taken half-way through the dinner..

MOUNT "COLOURED PLATES"!ahahaha~
hehe..this are some tissue papers i "drew"..

"i love you" in four different languages..=)

RUBBER family!xP

RUBBER!

mel.aishiteru.

my world of friends..hehe.can YOU find your name?xD

all five!ahahaha~
today actually nth much really..
just that left choir cos vann nt feeling well..
then when i got on the bus,
stood at the three seats there..
then i waved "bye" to vann..
after that,
i looked at the person in front of me,
and it was cheng hao!
so ps larhhs!..
then he smiled really nicely at me la..
lawls.then smiled back lorhhs..
ahaha~
then when he got off,
he smiled again..
hehe..
nothing much le..
=)
chao~

am i really invisible in your eyes?

even when we stay back together,

you don't even actually talk to me!

i mean,

come one,

even as a friend,

we CAN talk can't we?

you went to ask afifah whether "he not following you two ahh?",

i just don't get it!

are you saying you've gotten the wrong idea about me and him?

let me tell you,

he wasn't the only one staying back with us!

its just that at that time,

the other two seniors we're not there!

i just don't know anything anymore..

2008-07-07T13:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL YOUTHS

*fixes sis' correction tape..

*sis treats me to a cool drink..

hais..i suddenly feel so down..

all the people around me are all feeling so down..

shixuan,________kor,him...

AND SO MANY OTHERS.

i really dunch know whether i can do anything for them..

one is upset about friends,

one is upset about letting go,

the other is upset about...

hais..

anyway,the pics of the thai buddies aren't currently with me..

so,i think i will post with the pics later..

i'll pray for all the people around me,

especially the three mentioned above..

hopefully all will be well..

chao~

2008-06-28T20:28:00.011+08:00

yo people.
hehe..actually quite tired now..
but im happy.cos we did REALLY WELL yesterday for SYF opening ceremony..
i took A LOT of pics.
but some pictures were sent by farhan..TYTY FARHAN!

me & the packed balls.=D

me,daphne&chee hean

vanishaa&zihan

mrs teo&me =)

mrs teo&vanishaa

genson,chee hean&me

genson&vanishaa

indoor stadium[finale]

zakiah,genson,me&farhan

caline,zakiah,genson,vanishaa,me,farhan&irnawaty =)

me&vanishaa =)

zakiah&me

shi xuan&me =)

me&deborah

vanishaa&deborah

me&guo wei

hong kuang&me =)

edwin,me,ismail,hafiz =)

vanishaa&me =)

hafiz

me&hafiz

afik,farid&me =)

me&miss lizah =)

instructor&part-of-crew

genson..[HAHAxD](genson ask me to take de) =)

me&hafiz

genson&vanishaa

genson,vanishaa&zakiah

vanishaa,mrs teo&me =)

me,miss lizah&vanishaa =)

great friends.. =)

group photo

instructor

abigail&vanishaa

packed up balls.. =)

bayaya sistas! =)

razy,vanishaa,caline&zakiah

me,farhan&vanishaa =)
okayye okayye..
i know i look very weird in all the pics..
but whadd to do..
hais..
anyway,i really love SYF & i wish it would never end..
but sadly,last night was the final day..
but this memory will stay in every single one of us de..
so anw,
anyone who wants the pics just take from my blog if ue wanna.=)
chao~ =)

2008-06-21T10:30:00.003+08:00

tag replies first..
shujing_thanks for letting me know.see ya in tuition later!
zakiah_hellos..tyty for tagging.i'll tag back when i find time kk?=)
beancurd_yoyo.tyty=)
cheryl_hehe.xD i think i know who you are..you're gerome's sis right?or are ue sheril's sis?o.O[ps:i very blurr de=D]
-end-
i saw this when i was going throught ppl's blogs.
001. What do you wish most?♥
i wish to always be with my best buddies forever.♪
002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?♥
seldom..♪
003. What happened at 10.00am today?♥
i just woke up the second time & watched tv?♪
004. When did you last cry?♥
just last night..♪
005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?♥
bread?biscuit?[not a peanut butter fan xD]♪
006. What do you want in your life right now?♥
for it to be less torturous..♪
007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?♥
just letting it be & getting wet..=)♪
008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?♥
my favourite stuff toys..[great listeners =P]♪
009. What bottom are you wearing now?♥
lawls.BGSS P.E. shorts.xD♪
010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?♥
from gilda_mel its been long time while since we last met.why are you not here?if you never come,i commit suicide?[there's another..but its disclosed.T.T]♪
011. Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?♥
dunch think so..O.o?♪
012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?♥
no?DUHH.♪
013. What was the last movie you caught?♥
Kung Fu Panda♪.
014. What are you proud of?♥
my wonder ful friends.=)♪
015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?♥
morning...♪
016. What was the last song you sang out loud?♥
you'll be in my heart-malay version/accidentally in love..=)♪
017. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?♥
mel?meow4?♪
What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?♥
from ifah_uhm you still wanna meet not?cuz you have to tell me now.beforemum goes out,i no money.-.-'''♪
019. What time did you go to bed last night?♥
twelve plus?one plus?♪
020. Are you currently happy?♥
3/4 no..1/4 okok..♪
021. Who gives you best advice?♥
dad?mum?sis?buddies?♪
022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?♥
nope.but from drinks with whipped cream on top!xD♪
023. Who did you talk on phone last night?♥
nope..♪
024. Is anything bugging you right now?♥
its like,DUHH.♪
025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?♥
hehe.buddies/dad.=)♪
026. Do you wear toe socks?♥
err..no?i dunch even know whadd is it.♪.
027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?♥
afifah/nicole?♪
028. Have you ever had your heart broken?♥
very much so..♪
029. What annoys you most in a person?♥
ignorant.arrogant.jumps to conclusions.♪
030. Do you have a crush on anyone?♥
i guess so bahhs..♪
031. Have you ever done cocaine?♥
err..whadd exactly is cocaine?♪
032. What is the colour of your room?♥
light/pale beige..♪
033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?♥
never.its against GOD's law.[thou shalt not kill.]♪
034. Who do you love going out with?♥
my bestest buddies/my cliques?♪
035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?♥
ME!!!!!!!!!♪
036. Who was the last person to hug you?♥
i cant remember..but it should be either vanishaa or afifah or sheril.=)♪
037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?♥
never give yet..xp♪
038. Do you have a life?♥
i think i do.but its kinda dead.♪
039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?♥
i dunch catch it.♪
040. What is the reason behind your profile song?♥
how i feel..♪
041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?♥
its disclose.>.<♪
042. Last time you smiled?♥
yesterday when i was with my buddies.=)♪
043. Have you changed this year?♥
hmm..i dunch think i should answer that question.that question should be posted to my buddies!=)♪
044. What are you listening to right now?♥
you'll be in my heart-malay version..=)♪
045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?♥
i was.to my sis.but not now..♪
046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?♥
-.-''' open.DUHH.♪
047. Is there a quote you live by?♥
it often changes.but for now,"a smile is the best make-up anyone can have."♪
048. Do you want someone you can't have?♥
kinda.T.T♪
049. Have you ever played an instrument?♥
piano,recorder,organ..=)♪
050. What was the worst idea you've had in week?♥
many..♪
051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?♥
watching tv..♪
052. Are you happy with your love life right now?♥
no..DUHH.♪
053. What song describe your love life?♥
apologize..[ps:many others..]♪
054. Does the person know that you like him/her?♥
i guess bahhs..♪
055. Who always make you laugh?♥
my buddies..=)♪
056. Do you speak other language other than English?♥
chinese?malay?a bit of korean *jap.♪
057. Are you blond?♥
no?DUHH.♪
058. What your middle name?♥
yun hao?♪
059. What are you doing tomorrow?♥
family amazing race bahhs..[skip tuition=D]♪
060. What do you think you are like?♥
a retarded kid always fooling ard with her retarded best budds.=)♪
061. Who will you choose to die with?♥
my future hubby?♪
062.Where have you been today?♥
home?♪
063. What game do you play often?♥
coffeebreakarcade.com?♪
064. Who are you missing right now?♥
disclosed.♪
065. If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?♥
friends.no lie.♪
066. What are you doing right now?♥
blogging?listening to music to 'beautiful disaster'?♪
067. Which primary school are you from?♥
damai pri sch.♪
068. Name 3 colours that you like.♥
black,white,purple.=)♪
069. What emotion you like to show?♥
happiness?♪
070. What is life to you?♥
GOD's gift to our parents.♪
071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?♥
listen to my favourite music & think about it.♪
072. Who did you last chat in msn today?♥
eric kor..♪
073. Who do you admire the most?♥
no one in particular..♪
074. Which month are you born in?♥
november?♪
075. How are you feeling right now?♥
rushing for time..♪
076. What is the time now?♥
ll.30am?♪
077. Where are you now?♥
home..♪
078. What colour did you use to dye hair?♥
havent done so..♪.
079. Why are you doing this test?♥
to blog?♪
080. What do you do when you're moody?♥
listen to music.=)♪
081. At which age you wish to get marry?♥
never thought of it..o.O♪
082. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend/Girlfriend or Friends?♥
friends.=)♪
083. Do you think you have enough confidence?♥
it depends what's the situation..♪
084. Who is the person you trust the most?♥
GOD.♪
085. If you had only one day left to live, what would you do ?♥
tell the people i love that i love them.♪
086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?♥
my secret worxx..♪
087. What is your goal for this year?♥
improve my attitude & studies..♪
088. Is being tagged fun?♥
in a way,yeeah.♪
089.What feeling do you love most?♥
being happy?♪
090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?♥
err..DUHH.♪
091. What feeling you hate the most?♥
deception & hatred.♪
092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?♥
DUHH.like,obviously!♪
093. Do you believe in God?♥
definitely.♪
094. Who cares for you the most?♥
family?buddies?♪
095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?♥
never thought of it before..friends?♪
096. What'll you bring when you fight?♥
sadness & anger..T.T♪
097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?♥
hurting GOD's body..T.T♪
098. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?♥
end it all.♪
099. What if your stead two-timed you?♥
end the relationship.but learn from past mistakes..
100. What do you want to do now?♥
get ready to meet nicole & gilda..bwais..
chao~
friend,i'm willing to give him up for you.just as i did the once..
i never meant to hurt you.
im sorry.

2008-06-20T11:48:00.001+08:00

all i can say is,
im sorry.i truly am.

2008-06-17T22:40:00.004+08:00

I CAN FINALLY SMS TODAY!!!
hehe..
hopefully i dint exceed last month.
otherwise,im dead.
anyway,I HAVE A LOT TO POST ABOUT.
but i'll only post after i finish all my homework larhhs.
so i'll post later on.
anyway,GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!
my mum sacked her personal assistant.
so,now,
THE LAPTOP IS GONNA STAY AT HOME!!!
yayness~
finally!
chao~
i really don't know whats going to happen no longer.
i'm just left hanging.aren't i?
i just don't what to think anymore.
its just my fault.

2008-06-10T12:46:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION PEOPLE:MY PHONE SMS HAS REACHED THE 500 LIMIT.I CAN NOW ONLY SMS SINGTEL PEOPLE.SO IF YOU ARE SINGTEL AND YOU MSG ME,I WILL REPLY.BUT IF YOU ARE NOT,IM SO SORRY.PLS HELP ME BY INDICATING YOU ARE SINGTEL OR NOT.SO THAT I KNOW WHETHER TO REPLY OR NOT.PS:DONT BLUFF ME AHH..

Thank YOU People!

2008-06-09T14:20:00.002+08:00

hello~
okayye..
since i wasnt in one of my best moods..
i played a game to get it of my mind temporarily..
GAME:typer shark
SCORE:782296
LEVEL:level 20
TOTAL AMOUNT OF TIME PLAYED:52 minutes
WORDS PER MINUTE:52 words
ACCURACY:93%
RANK:expert diver
hehe..go try play..
its damn intriging..
http://www.popcap.com/gamepopup.php?theGame=typershark
try it out!
hehe..
i need to go do homework le..
chao~
did you know?
all i ever wanted was to talk to you.
and do you know the reason why i told you THAT?
its because i wanted you know,
so that you would stop putting me and him together!
sadly,my efforts have gone WAY DOWN THE FREAKING DRAIN.

2008-06-08T23:00:00.003+08:00

i really am lost for words.by saying im the only who can help him,what did you actually mean?you're really making me make wild guesses..this is what i think you meant.what you said made me feel that you wanted me to go back to him so that he wouldnt be so distracted and he would change his bad character you speak of.do you really mean that?i REALLY CANT READ YOUR MIND.what am i supposed to say?"yeeah,i think i SHOULD go back to him.WILL THAT REALLY MAKE YOU HAPPY?"i really dont know.but i have a favour to ask of you.dont quarrel with him again.its not that im siding anyone.its just that you two have just patched after much convincing,and i dont wanna see you two quarrel again,over such small matters..i really think im an irritant to you.but what can i do?that seems to be the only way we can communicate..I HATE THIS.what should i do?

also,there's another thing constantly knocking on my conscious.whenever i see HER,i just feel so guilty.whenever she talks about you,i feel even worse.but on the other hand,whenever she talks about the fun she has had with you,i feel completely jealous..but most of the time,i feel SO SO SO GUILTY. what should i do..she's one of my close friends..i just feel so bad..

and please please.stop putting me and him TOGETHER.

2008-06-01T15:36:00.009+08:00

if im bothered,this post is gonna be rather long...

monday

SUNGEI BULOH FIELD TRIP!

okayye..
we went to sungei buloh wetlands reserve..
on the way there,
i sat with afifah..
vann sat behind us with shermaine..
nothing much there..
at first most of us dint get much mosquito bites...
but when we went to the outdoor classroom,
EVERYONE GOT BITTEN.
here are some pics there..

herbs & spice garden

the outdoor classroom itself.

some cute looking flowers..

the growing plants..

some fruit..(cute>.<)

mangrove tree..[i think]hehe..

so on the way back to school,
i sat with vani-tak-shave[vanishaa]..
she slept on my shoulder..
lawls.

i ended up with a shoulder ache..
me,vann & ifah went to pizza hut after that..
then went home..

tuesday
ORAL!!!
die.

kayye,

we all had to wait outside our class.
we couldnt take the class keys..
the two testers came...
we went in class..

twotwo's classroom wasnt open..
so they "camped" in our class..

melissa teo n steph sat with me..
so we chatted & chatted.
then it came to my turn...
when i was reading the passage the second time,
eric came down from the staircase,
then we both smiled as a way of hi.
but when i looked at the tester n she gave me a 'is this girl psycho?!' look.
SO PAISEH!
but what to do.
hais.-sians-
during conversation,

the first question she asked was,"what was the most exiting thing that you and your friends have done together?"
i stoned.
i didnt say a single thing.
damn shit.

then the other questions i answered n i said as much as i could to make up for the first "un-answered" question...
CRAPP!!!
hais..cant do anything..
after oral,
we waited for vann..
then went breakfast with ifah,vann,lins,jieyi & kim.

after breakfast,

ifah went to my place..

took some pictures..

ifah & mel (ifah lent me her shades)ahahahaha~

triple "piackpiack" thingy..ahaha~[front view]

top view..

flat..

on hand..

hehe..

the black-skull one is mine,

the blue-red-silver-star one is vanishaa's,

the yellow-nike one is afifah's.

ahahahaha~

nothing much later on in the day..

wednesday

stayed at home the whole day..

sians.

thursday

MATHS LESSON!YEEAH!yayness~

we had to wait until like,

0842?

then mrs.liew came..

hehe.xD

she was late by 42mins..

ahahaha~

class was DAMN FUN.

we ended up ending at close to 1100..

when she left,

i said this:

mel:"bye mrs liew!i love yoo!"

mrs.liew:*smiles*sweetly in acknowledgement~

which was so cool~

hehehe.xD

when we were leaving,

me & en hao were running after each other..

lets see..

from second floor-classroom block to canteen..

then at canteen,

en hao threatened to tell cher about ________..

thankfully,

i managed to plead him not to..

then ifah went to my place again..

friday

OUTING!!!

i went out with afifah..

at first her bro came to my place to fetch me..

in the car.

driver seat-1st brother

left front seat-afifah's mum

back-left to right-me,ifah,arfan[afifah's fourth brother]

so they dropped us off at downtown east..

we went to e!hub..

we wanted to watch movie..

but dint have timeslots..

so we went to the arcade!

after a while,

we went to whitesands..

we went to 'more than words'.

then we went to take neoprints..

hehe.very long never take with AFIFAH le..

then we ended up going to bugis..

we had loads of fun..

hehe.

in the end,

her bro fetch us again..

while waiting,

we got really bored..

so we actually sat down n played a REALLY LAME GAME.

eyespy...

LAWLS!

then they picked us up n sent me home..

so sweet~

when i got home,

i smsed ifah saying,"help me say terima kasih to them for me!thanks!ahaha~"

hehe..i know im retarded..

saturday

whole day of fun/boredom.

i spent half a day with my aunt at my gramp' place.

(ps:my gramp's place is two storeys above my hse..)

at night,

my aunt flew off to paris..

we went to my dad's friend's place for a gathering..

it was half boring n half fun..

got home ard 2310..

watched 'fever pitch' for ard half an hour..

today[sunday]

i woke up with a flu..

then stayed at home to sleep a while..

so dint go church..

but now feeling a bit better liao..

afternoon,

we went to vienna for lunch with my uncle n aunt..

all the food that was taken was shared among me n my sis..

here are the pictures!!!
vienna signboard..

we were at the fountain deck~

there were these fish clips thingy"s"

our first plate..

our second plate..

our third plate..

the end of our third plate..

my chocolate drink..

our deserts..

chocolate fondule..marshmallows..

marshmallow with nuts..

grape n marshmallow with nuts..

sis n marshmallow..

sis looking/admiring marshmallow..

sis finally eating the marshmallow..

strawberry cake slice..

green tea ice cream..

end of meal..[finally!]

im SOOOOO glad the six of us ate the desserts together..

so we werent OVER-FULL..

gtg now..

mum cooking dinner tonight..have to assist her..

chao~

do you know..

loving you is so hard..

but i just cant seem to get you out of my mind..

what should i do..

you will never fall for me..

right?

2008-05-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

hellos~

okayye..

i shall blog abit..

ytd,

me,caline,jooyee,shermaine,dewi,humaira & dominc went on the reckee for the amazing race...

it was damn fun!

this was the neoprint we took.

hehe..nice right..

we really had fun..

when i came home,

i had to type a full six-page proposal..

and i added alot of things...

so it was much longer than usual..

then this morning,

we went to east coast macs to meet my relatives for breakfast..

then we went to the beach...

then went for lunch...

now at home..

gonna leave the hse to go my gramp's place for dinner...

ahaha~

i just helped my sis in her new bloggie..

hehe.xD

chao~

2008-05-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

actualy not really in the mood de..
but when i see so many tag from my friends,
im so damn happy.
TAG REPLIES!!!
jieyi_heyya girlfriend!
jane_linked!=)
twinnie_ahaha~nice whadd...hehe.xD
WS_opps!ahaha~tyty
amilia and faiz_okayye...-.-'''
munn_im melissa LIM..ahaha~linked!
caline_hehe.xD love ue girl!i had fun too!LINKED!=)
sabrina_heyhey..ue too!
i really dont know your thoughts...
sometimes you make me feel that i actually mean something to you.
but at other times,
you make me feel so unwanted..
what should i think?

2008-05-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin again..
chao~blog another day.

2008-05-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

yo people...
just came back from camp yesterday...
one word to describe.
-SHAG-
friday
i went home after school after sending the message.
then did my last packing,
then mum sent me to sch,
at three fifteen lehhs!
very early la.
then hung out with "mummy"...
then hung out with kor and friends..
then went out of school with caline to buy snacks...
camp started with dinner,
then we went to the ava room for lectures till ard twelve midnight..
then we walked to tampines for "supper"...
when we got there,
the place was FULL.
then we walked somemore,
walked to macs..
then we stayed there for ard 45min..
then we went back school..
got back school,
change into full-u.
then got scolding,EVERYONE GOT IT.
then we changed into comfortable clothes,
sungei buloh n pc training ppl went to sleep ard 0405,
me n caline couldnt sleep cos the girls side was bright n noisy...
also cos were guilty that can sleep "early"
while the guys were sleeping aready.
so we feel asleep at ard 0445.
then at 0500,
everyone was allowed to sleep.
the girls made a hell lot of noise.
me n caline were woken up.
then we cldnt go bakk to sleep.
so we woke up,
n had only fifteen min of sleep.(sians)
at 0530,
we woke the three guys up,[lucas,wei lun,zheng wei]
then we ordered macs.
then i went to bath [FINALLY]
then macs came,
we ate,
saw miss nah,
found out top scorer for 2/5 is WAN RU!
then go backgate.
when we saw the other councillors doing PT,
we went there and were like,"JIAYOU JIAYOU!"
ahaha~
then we waited,
and waited,
and waited,
for our dear aloysious{gummy guy}
then we went to sungei buloh.
slept a bit on the way there.
then when we were there,
this was what we did.
we walked,
walked,
walked,
and walked,
more walking.
and more walk.
then when we went back,
me,caline and jael leaded the group back to "safety"!
haha.xD
and we did manage to walk them the correct way.
haha.me n caline were tested on our leadership skills.
wakaka~
after that,
EVERYONE SLEPT ON THE WAY BACK.
got back to school for the rest of the camp,
then at the end,
i was like,damn hyper,
when i got home,
this was what i did.
1)throw every thing one side.
2)turn on room air-con.
3)bathe.
4)dry my hair.
5)sleep.
and i slept all the way till this morning ard 1030.
so i slept from 1715+-,to 1030+-.
i broke my record.
i slept for seventeen plusplus hrs!
crazy right?
i know.
then went for tuition in the afternoon.
thats abt all.
chao~
私は実際に愛する。
私は実際に。
その事実を知っている。
しかし私は決してあなたからの反作用を見たあらないことは。
私に何かを言うことを試みているか。
何かはのような女の子を後退させたり、あきらめる。
私は実際に知らない。
私は何をするべきであるか。
私は実際に愛する。
私は偽りなく。
私を愛するか。
か。

2008-05-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

hais...
quarreled with family again...
weeks ago,it was mum dearest,
last week,it was beloved dad,
this time,it was closest sis.
what more can a fourteen year old kid take?
how long more can this kid hold on?
the truth is,this kid already fell.
this kid could'nt take it a long time ago.
this kid is just putting up a cheerful front.
what should this kid do?
everyone needs a backing,
a wall.
but does everyone get it?
the answer is,a dead no.
life is just never fair.
this kid just need something,or someone to rely on.
to be there to support.
to be there always.
to be her wall...
the tears just come as all the hurt cuts her heart into bits and shards...

2008-05-11T21:29:00.002+08:00

long day man...
morning woke up early...
went to church...
went bendemeer for breakfast,
on the way home,
my dad told us some REALLY funny things...
[for friends and ppl who know,im ok with my papa le.]
thanks ue ppl...
then went home...
ard 1145 we went to duxton road,
'Duxton Blue' pub...
celebrate my REAL gandidi's second b'dae...
after lunch,
we went to my popo hse...
spent the whole day there...
end of the day,
then i realise i havent do my chinese compo sehh..
TOTALCRAPNESS.
haiyahh...
no mood diao...
cant write anything.
chao~
being ignored is the worst thing EVER.
but what can i do,
i cant control others.
i cant even control myself!

2008-05-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS FUN,FUN,AND MORE FUN.
TUITION WAS FUN,FUN,AND EVEN MORE FUN.
thanks twinnie...
for spending the day with me...
and,
thanks nicole and rajiv...
for lifting up my spirits in the evening...
i really am confused...
should i ask the next question?
i really don't know boy...
now you DO know that the person im talking about is you.
but will you ever react?
i have no idea AT ALL.

2008-05-09T21:23:00.004+08:00

kayye...today,
the post is about the three outings i had...
first up!
TRIP TO AIRPORT TO STUDY FOR SCIENCE MID YEAR.
WITH MELISSA TEO TWINNIE...[3thmay08]
we went to study first...
but never take pics...
the last half an hr there,
we "fooled around"...

T3 celing...

T3 celing and melissa teo's fingers.

signboard.

signboard and melissa teo.xD

melissa teo takes cover![one hand]

melissa teo takes cover![two hands]

melissa teo wears melissa lim's glasses and turns into a...
NERD!haha.xD(she agreed somemore...)

melissaS in T3

melissaS in T3 toilet...wakaka~xp

our feet...
NEXT UP,OUTING WITH CLASS GIRLS TO SIMEI THEN BUGIS THEN TM.[8thmay08]

zhen doesnt like the cam...T.T

humm...whadd are they looking at...
THE RAIN! lols...
not much pics...
NEXT,OUTING WITH MELISSA TEO[AGAIN] TO BUGIS THEN TO TM.[9thmay08]

ahaha.my feet~(accidentally take dao de...)

MRT reflection...

MRT reflection...[close-up]
IN SWENSONS(TM)...[dunno spell correct not...]

the ceiling~lols...

the wall~DOUBLE lols...

melissa teo...[ue take me,i take ue.HAHA.xD]

nice right?hehex...

2008-05-09T10:43:00.001+08:00

i dunno why i did it again...
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHWHYWHYWHYWHWYWHYWHY?
did you know...
telling you all that that night,
was my greatest challenge...
what should i do?

2008-05-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

hellos~
have to keep my blog alive...
today went to airport to study with melissa teo(twinnie)
but just couldnt take my mind off...
im sorry if i shocked you...
i really did'nt know i would do it.
i just had NO control of my fingers...
they just went boom and everythhing was blurted out.
i really don't know why it came...
i was surprised myself too.
what should i do now?
i had a feeling you would avoid me.
and that is exactly what is happening...
i just have to fake a smile everyday to hide everything.
not letting the people around me know...
its starting to get REAL hard to hide...
i only can try my best not to be seen through.
but i really hope im able to carry it.

change of blogskins

2008-04-27T11:48:00.002+08:00

i changed my blogskin again...
AHAHA.
hais...
i wanted to study science and lit over the weekend de...
but i left my file in the art room...
so i had no materials to study...
so i had to study other subjects lor...
hais.
-sians-
somehow,
i resorted to ________ again...
maybe i will stop being an irritant to you...
i guess i am becoming detestable in your eyes.
you said you may hate me.
so there is always a chance of you hating me.

2008-04-23T17:03:00.001+08:00

GET THIS CLEAR.

WE ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER.

STOP ASKING ME THINGS ABOUT HIM AND ME.

GET THIS INTO ALL OF YOUR MINDS.

STOP PISSING ME OFF.

2008-04-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

hello people~
dunno why this whole week,
in the day,
is like damn hyper.
then when it comes to the night time,
i get damn emo...
i guess at night is the time my thoughts go wild...
keep thinking about negative stuff...
but anyway,
HAPPY BELATED FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEOW1(YIZHEN)
anyways,
mum,ILY!
this is why...
i came home only at nine plusplus ytd...
then my sis told me my mum bought me a new phone...
then i dint believe...
but when my mum got home,
she gave me a brand new phone that she bought just for me!
but i had to charge it first...
so only this morning i started using...
then after washing the clothes this morning,
my mum brought me to eastpoint,
and she bought me a new pair of specs frame!
love~
mama wo ai ni!!!
so after that had fun in tuition...
then we went home to celebrate my uncle's b'day.
HAPPY BELATED FOURTY-NINE BIRTHDAY UNCLE JON!
then i used my new phone to take pictures!
the cam damn clear now...
hehex...
done le.
chao~
why dont we ever talk?
even when i say soomethhing to you,
you would be like,"so?"
that kind thing...
it really breaks my heart.
i used to think having a glance of you everyday would be enough.
but i think thats no longer the case.

2008-04-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

actually have a lot of things to post de...
but just now after lins told me...
no mood liao...
how did you know?
if only i had stayed back...
but would you have asked me instead?
i really dont know...
tears~

2008-04-12T10:42:00.006+08:00

I HAVE NOT POSTED IN QUITE SOMETIME NOW.
BROKE THE RECORD.
tuesday
err...
its kinda long since then so cant really remember...
but i know it was fun returning to school after being on mc...

after school we went to tm...

then we went ot mac...

last time we made mount BGSS.

now,presenting mount twoone.

the end of mount twoone.

BUT,mount two one can always be remade with a FORMULA...

formula-one large fries(26girls) + one small fries(14boys)

wednesday
morning,
mrs teo asked who was free after school to help miss sameerah do stuff...
me n lins volunteered together...
normal school...
last period was in the art room...
so we left our bags in there...
then we went for lunch...
after that we went back to art room...
wahahaha.
we painted a banner!
at the end it was like damn nice!!!
akakaka~
after being done,
i went to the canteen...
saw lin hui...
then joined her,jia hui,en hao.
if im not wrong,jia hao was there also...
then en hao was looking for gordon...
then lend him phone lorhhs...
after that me n lin hui went for choir le...
choir was fun...
thursday
-entrepreneur's day
-speech day
-2.4km run
morning,
went down that time,
we saw the banner we made...
haha.so happy...^.^
then P.E.
doomsday...
went for the run lorhhs...
haha.
i passed n improved by two minutes!!!
wakakaka~
i think this year i did much better for my napfa.
lets see.

standing broad jump-pass

shuttle run-12++ seconds(stupidly ran overshot at wrong side...-.-''')

sit & reach-45cm

sit-up-30

incline pull-up-18

2.4km run-improve 2 minutes

so actually is kinda not bad larhhs...
as compared to last time...
after the run,
was dan shagged out le...
then after school,
had speech day duty...
went up to pac on time...
but the others all came late...
so all got scolded...
hais.
then had back-gate duty...
we had to wait there like more than one hour?
so while waiting,
yasmin went to buy drinks for us...
haha.xp
in the end,
there were like only ard ten parents?
wdh.
then there was once,
it was my turn.
then yasmin wanted to "steal my customer"...
cos she wanted to go toilet...
haha.xD
i purposely dont let her...
hehex.
after a while,
zheng wei went to check whether we could leave the back-gate le...
then can,so we left.
FINALLY.
slacked in canteen...
after speech day,
we had to do serving...
so again stand...
served a table of teachers and STUDENT.
haha.
miss.zhuang said my service very good...
wahahaha~
hahahahappppppyyy!!!haha.^.^
then at the end,
the councillors could eat...
lols.
after everything,
took bus with zuzu...
she go lexuan house to give her the tickets to brillante...
then i go home lorhhs...
damn tired larhhs...
but the day was fufilling(napfa) and fun(speech day duty)...
friday(BRILLIANTE)
morning came school with all the brillante stuff...
met ifah at the backgate...
we both waited for vann...
then we went ot the canteen,
ifah went to bandroom with zuzu...
then me n vann waited for shan lin...
he was like reaching le,reaching le.
but he dint seem very near cos he took a hell of a long time to reach...-.-'''
then VANN INJURED ME...
hais...
now my leg have bruise...
sniffsniff~
then we had to go back class to assemble cos it was raining...lols.
sheril wanted the brillante ppl to take a pic together...
then had to do flag raising first...
then after taking the pledge,
all of us turn back...
then they announce,"THE SCHOOL SONG."
they we all were like,
laughing.
cos we totally forgot about that.
hehex.
psps.
then miss hazwah shut us up...
haha.xp
opps!
then after that we took the pics.
after the announcements we had to go le...
so we went off...
at the canteen,
found out that fengyi had bad cuts on her knees...
JIAYOU FENGYI!!!
then we proceeded to the backgate...
waited in the damn stuffy shelter...
after a while,
i managed to persuade vann into
waiting outside cos it wasnt raining whadd...
then we asked shan lin to come out also...^.^
and he really did!
haha.-unexpected.
lols.
then the three of us were like fooling around...
hahas...
then we boarded the bus...
played psp in the bus...
got there...

breakfast...
hahas.then sheril came...
she wanted to take pictures...
so we did...
then half-way through the technical run,
we had lunch...
then had to put on make-up le...
then me,sher n her kakak2 were kinda camwhoring...
sheril was being pervertic...
taking pictures of ppl's butt...
foucsing on them too...
then we both said the same thing twice!
cool yeeah?
then had my make-up done...
then couldnt wait until 1430...
lols.
when it was choir's turn,
they came!
they were early!
wdh...
he was like walking up and down in front...
got so distracted lorhhs...
then he stood there to watch...
then after,
was full dress rehearsal...
when we ran back to change,
i realised someone took my gown to change...
then i had to take another...
then dunno why i cried...
then when change aready,
zihan was like saying her gown was too short.
and i realised mine was too long...
we look at each other,
then we ran back to the changing room...
then zihan was like laughing and laughing...
lols.
so we changed into our originals...
haha.xD
then we rushed out...
after dinner,
IT WAS TIME FOR THE SHOW!
ahhhh!!!
so first few scenes,
we were watching in the holding room...
then it was so cool!
the cams zoomed into doreen and lexuan!
haha.xD
then i smsed lexuan...
then she was like,"omg.where are you!"
haha.xD
then just before the performance,
my specs broke!
damn pissed.
when i told my dad,
got scolded...hais.
then choir did 'breaking free' pretty well...
then it came to 'when you believe'...
then there was this really loud noise...
so the choir had to sing like damn loud larhhs...
when we went back to the holding room,
a lot of us cried larhhs.
this was like going to be the secfours last performance...
its like,
why is the choir so damn sway?
then the finale,
we had to fake the smiles...
hais...
but then i got to see and talk to lexuan n doreen!!!
so it cheeered me up more or less...
but then lin hui,bi xuan and vann all pangseh-ed me...
went back themselves...
so i was alone lorhhs...
on the bus when called mum,
then she was damn freak larhhs...
then i screamed at her...
wdh larhhs.
then take bus with louis...
got home...
my mum just had to say those words...
then couldnt really fall asleep...
so this morning also couldnt sleep more...
just couldnt go into lala land...
chao~
you just had to say those right?
i no longer have feelings for him anymore...
my spirits were really dampened when you said those in the holding room...
do you really feel joy in saying those?
if yes,
then i think i have made a grave mistake.
wetpillow...

2008-04-07T21:00:00.001+08:00

ohhya,in the afternoon,
there was this lady who called from bgss.
she asked me why i was absent.
i told her i was sick,
then she was like,:"sick until cannot come school ar?"
i was like so damn pissed larhhs.
freak ue.
haha.xD
this post so damn extra.
chao~

2008-04-07T19:54:00.003+08:00

OKAYYE.I FELL SICK.
let's start...
yesterday.
morning,
woke up to go church...
but dint feel well...
so told my parents...
mum decided to go forr the later service...
so we went forr breakfast...
but i had no appetite...
so after breakfast,
my dad brought me to the doctor...
after registrating,
my dad pangsehh-ed me...
ard 45 min later he came back...
then we waited another one hr then was my turn...
can ue imagine?
waiting for an hr n 45min?
sians...
after that went home to rest,
stayed at home the whole day...
no strength to go tuition...
by night time,
my fever came back...
so the flu plus the fever seriously killed me.
next morning...
parents decided not to let me go to school...
but when i woke up,
MY DAD ASKED ME TO DO THE FREAKING WASH.
so rested at gramps place until ard 1530,
then went home to do the wash...
then now going to do homework lorhhs...
hais...
still having the giddy spells sehh...
dying!
haha.not so bad liao le...
haha.xD
gtg.chao~
i really was hoping to get something from you...
but i guess my hopes were lifted up HIGH,
then thrown down from way up...T.T

2008-04-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

hais...
my flu is getting worse by the second.
can you imagine,
how such a small part of your immune system can kill you?
i cant even breathe properly...
im like that close to breaking apart.
hais...
my stomach also hurts...
but i dunno whyy...
sians...
headache le...
chao~
how i wish i could have gotten that slight concern from you.
just three words,
"are you okay",
could cure me.
but somehow i have a feeling im not getting that soon...
will you prove me wrong?
will take any first steps?
i wish you would...
tears trickle down every night...

2008-04-05T08:35:00.002+08:00

okayye...
i pon sl cos not really feeling well...
hais...
later still have to wash the clothes and go tuition...
sians.
damn tired man...
hais...
chao~
youre always on my mind...
just cant stop thinking of you...
are you still angry for my tone yesterday?

2008-04-04T22:31:00.004+08:00

today...
had the fire drill...
damn sian.
dunno whyy,
i feel so useless when i saw the councillors rushing out of the class...
i really wanna be part of these kind of activities...
throughout the whole thing...
was damn emo...
then i kept punching the field grounds...
punch until my knuckles almost started bleeding...
hais...
then after school still very emo...
until when we leaving that time,
me,vann,ifah n shanlin really had fun...
then went inter...
then i went home,
two of them go back school...
go home,
watch tv,
fell asleep,
woke up,
bathe,
go tuition.
tuition was once again,
FUN.
after tuition came home...
then just now watch tv,
then play psp...
nth liao bahhs...
chao~
im sorry for all i said,
really truly am sorry.
i was too harsh with my words.TnT

2008-04-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

okayyes...
i finally finish playing psp le...
lols.
my throat is killing me sia.
anyway.
i said i would post about ytd right?
here i go...
yesterday...
dint bring any books but still a lot of things to bring...
then assembly.
after that,
we had to assemble in the parade square...
then we took a hell of a long time to travel to the ntuc auditorium...
sians.
i was stuck with that freaking sec one.
i wont say the name.
she was like damn kpo sia.
i do whadd oso she must see.
when vann showed me ifah's sms,
she was like looking over larhhs.
then when i was smsing,
she was staring larhhs.
freakass.
anw,
we really had a lot of fun.
ohhya,
before i forget,
THANK YOU JOHNATHAN.
YOUR JACKET REALLY HELPED.
THANK YOU.
BUT ALSO SORRY FOR GETTING IT ABIT WET IN THE RAIN.
SORRY!!!
shan lin gave vann his mentos...
in the end,
i had to give him half-packet of my sweet...
-.-'''
xD haha.but i gave willingly.
haha.xD
then when we went back to school,
the freaking choir dint wait forr us sia.
den me n vann were like,
STUCK.
so we took the bus with band.
then that bus took in a lot of people...
the rideback was seriously dreadful.
i was like shivering.
i was literally soaked to the skin.
we reached school ard six fourty?
then waited forr john,
passed his jacket back to him...
then we waited for ifah,
waited for the rain to stop,
then we left slightly after seven.
I WAITED FOR THE FREAKING BUSES FOR FIFTY
MINUTES!
only got home ard eight fifteen?
so freaking tired.
whole body ache.
back ache after carrying all those.
legs hurt after wearing heels the whole day and standing at the bus-stop for almost an hour.
then go home rest.

2008-04-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

im playing psp now...blog later...xD

2008-04-03T21:10:00.001+08:00

i will blog tomorrow...
im a flat battery.
chao~
just cant help but to notice you,
think of you.

2008-04-02T21:59:00.003+08:00

okayye...
today,
im damn tired.
dnt was once again FUN.
then in art tio pang seh again...
hais...
then after school had to rush home to take my pe...
sheril n yi zhen went with me...
haha.xD
we had ADVENTURES in my hse...
haha.xD
then went back school for napfa...
after napfa,
go hall for speech day but end liaos...
so stay in school lorhhs...
stayed until ard six thirty...
go home,
reach home ard seven ten...
hais.
my headache now really KILLING me
then tmr gonna be long day again...
whole day brilliante...
have to rest le...
chao~
i want to see your smile...
i just cant live without seeing you...
seeing you in pain,
it really stabs my heart...
ive really forgotten my past le...
will you ever own up and face your feelings?

2008-04-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

ohhya,
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!
and today i have a new jie...
MING HUI!
from sec four de horr...
ahaha.
my family tree is growing bigger n bigger liaos...
hehehe...
chao~
how i wish ue would say something to me today...
if not,
soon...

gosh,when will i get a PROPER break?

2008-04-01T18:41:00.002+08:00

okayye...
reply tags first...=)
for korkor...
tyty kor...
ni hai shi wo ZUI HAO de kor...^.^
translation:[u're still my BEST kor]
haha.xD
thanks forr ur support during this year and last year.
thanks a lot.
u've really been really good to me.
and a very GOOD kor.
hmmm.[KOR WAN SUI]
for yijing...
heyya.long time no see.
wait,
i see ue once in a while.
haha.miss ue!
take care yeeah?
okayye...
now...the REAL post...
ahaha...
yesterday...
hmmm.whadd happened?
after school,me,vann n ifah went kfc forr lunch...
met zakiah n shermaine there...
just when we were about to leave,
i saw charmaine n yun tian...
then tok to them a while.then we went to sheng xiong.then at inter,
i realised i left my file in kfc...
[feel soooo stupid]
then zakiah n shermaine offered to help me take...
so touched!
haha.xD
we saw juliana.
then we went back school...
then they came back,
pass me the file...
;ove them super much!=D
then we went to choir lorhhs...
choir sucked.
ended at seven...
got home ard seven thirty.
then choing homework lorhhs...
then today...
after school,
went tm with kaiyu,bixuan n yongsoon.
yongsoon bully me...
hais...-.-'''
we were looking for the calligraphy pen...
but couldnt find in popuplar sia.
so we go minitoons...
bought them sweets again...
then we go starbucks...
then take bus....
yongsoon n kaiyu went ard my hse there to find the pen...
almost can find de lorhhs...
hais.then the other bookshop.
that shop was useless larhhs...
so yongsoon n kaiyu take bus home lorhhs...
then i walk home.
go home,
eat my lunch,
started washing the clothes...
still washing now...-.-'''
then now blog lorhhs.
my sis finally lemme use com le...
now,
must finish the wash n rush to do art...
chao~
can you be there for me?
even just a speck of concern can liven my life...
are you willing to do that just for me?
i wonder...

2008-03-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

okayye...
choir sucked.
teacher was damn stuck up okay.
i dont know why but i broke down.
and i mean BROKE DOWN.
i dont know why but when i did,
i started like scratching my left arm.
and now its like swollen?
it is seriously burning larhhs.
even having difficulty typing now.
stupid larhhs..
why am i so stupid?
hais...
choir ended at like,
seven?
got home only around seven thirty.
im like shagged out.
seriously drained out.
both physically and emotionally.
now i can really say,
im empty le.
totally nothing left in me.
i took my last breath today...
and im heart-dead.
i just dont know what to say anymore...
im dry.
no more moisture.
maybe only the answer can bring me alive bahhs...
but i cant change or do anything.
so...
nevermind bahhs.
anyway,
like ive said,
im heart-dead.

2008-03-30T21:50:00.004+08:00

actually not really in the mood de...
but i'll just blog...
today not much larhhs.
just that again got scolding by parents...
cos of my sis...
whatever larhhs.
in their eyes,
im always the one in the wrong...
sometimes i feel that being the only child is not that bad...
you may not have anyone to squable with at home,
but at least your parents have no one else to show favourtism to...
they may have high expectations of you,
but at least ALL their love will be showered on you...
hais...
am i having to many problems in my love...
hais...
i really drying out...
everything in my heart is really draining out le...
will you let them be known?
at least give me a hint...
PLEASE.

2008-03-30T12:22:00.005+08:00

i tell you to cheer up,
not to be emo.
i don't know if you do listen cos,
in front of me,
you look cheerful,
fun-loving.
but at other times,
for instance,
when i look at you a far,
when you do not notice,
or on your blog,
you are totally not happy.
NOT AT ALL HAPPY.
is it all JUST A COINCIDENCE?
is someone else too telling you all those i've been telling you.
is it all just me being naive,
being gullible?
thinking you are talking about me?
let me tell you.
i HAVE fallen for you.
i forgot my past FOR YOU.
would you PLEASE,PLEASE,
let me know your feelings?
when i see you,
my spirits are just lifted up HIGH.
when i see you so angry,
so stressed up,
so sad,
almost got into ACCIDENTS,
it truly breaks my heart.
sought me if you want,
if you need me.
please just let me know.

2008-03-29T12:11:00.003+08:00

okayye...
im kinda dead beat.
anyway,
today go school...
morning council duty quite fun...
mrs.teo talk to us when she seemed to be in a good mood...
then after duty,
we went to the canteen...
turn out miss.hazwah bought a cake to celebrate the b'dae kids...
then at the end,
me n sher went to "clean up" the cake plate...
haha.xD
nice kayye!
then go bakk class...
miss.tan dint come...
slack two periods...
then science...
quite okayye...
then recess,
lit
lit was fun!
i don noe whyy.
i only find it damn interesting when im interested in the story...
haha.xD
so i payed full attention...
then after school,
miss.cheng make us stay bakk.
then go ava room forr choir...
took my shoes n hairband then go down...
then we saw gordon while walking round the school...
i dared ifah to run in front of him n say hi.
then SHE REALLY DID.
AND IN A REALLY ENTHU WAY seh!
okayye...
then he ask us walk him go bus-stop...
then we go lorhhs...
not gentlemen~
haha.jkjk
then we play play...
then when his bus came,
he said he saw his god-grandfather...
then he had fun...
at least i think so...
he look so happy...
haha.xp
then we go bakk school lorhhs...
we went to hall...
saw chicken then he said he nvr bring his costume...
hais...
then me n vann go change into jeans n shirt forr brilliante.
then go brilliante lorhhs...
after first performance,
we had to change into our gowns...
then supposed to change back to jeans n shirt de...
but i going liao mahhs,
so i change to uniform lorhhs.
then left school forr tuition in my choir shoes...
wdh.
then go tuition...
late.
tuition...
go bakk school...
had to walk one big round...
then go bakk school...
cried~
cos blisters n muscle cramp was killing me...
so after,
go hall...
LOLS.
my parents only came at like,
2030?
-.-'''
might as well dont come right.
anw,i dont really bother...
then went home...
went to bathe...
then had dinner...
watch tv...
go sleep finally.
then today haven really done much...
have to go do hw liaos...
chao~
just so you know,
i had fun at that time.
truly.

2008-03-27T19:07:00.004+08:00

heyya.
i forgot to say sth ytd...
dnt was FUNNNNNN.
anw,we got to design our artefact larhhs...
haha.
i made borders then i wrote 'TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR'.
ahaha.
then at the bottom i wrote a LOT.
i wrote the names of all my peeps...
wrote down sec twos first...
then i wrote sec threes...
after which i wrote sec fours n fives...
last but not least,
teachers!
then when we left the dnt room,
i said bye papa again...
haha.xD
okayye...
today first period was maths.
got 16/20 forr common test.
lost four marks forr careless sia...-.-'''
damn disappointed.
then science.
then pe.
which was DAMN TIRING.
then recess my legs went jello~
then chinese,
english cher nvr come.
then assembly.
then syf.
then staybakk a while...
then go home.
gotta rush off now!
chao~
are you trying to confuse me?
you said you thought of me and him thats why you smiled.
is that the real truth?
if it is,
i am speechless.
but i AM willing to forget my past.
im starting to already.
fifty percent done.
please let me know your TRUE feelings.
PLEASE

2008-03-26T15:43:00.005+08:00

okayye...
firstly,
whyy im at home now...
i pon choir cos i had to come home to wash the darn clothers lorhhs...
ytd when dad n mum called bakk from bintan,
i told them i dint wash cos i came home late.
in the end,
got scolded...
so had to lie that choir cancel so that i can come home wash the clothes...
then now ashing lorhhs...
hais...
anw,
my sis fever gona liaos...
good lorhhs...
she skip school two days liaos...
good that she is feeling okayye now...
aiyahh...
i now no mood larhhs...
not blogging now liaos...
MAYBE later.
chao~
am i having a change of heart?
i AM willing to forget my past.
but after i do,
will you be true to your feelings,
and make it known to me?
i hope you know you are the person i am talking about.
i hope no one will mistake me to be talking about thatself.
thatself=that person.
that as in,
that literally.
no inference.

2008-03-25T21:08:00.004+08:00

yesterday...
nothing much larhhs.
then after school,
gave dylan his birthday present...
then gave gordon his bottle of gummies...
he was like :"wah!you trying to make me get diabetes ahh?"
haha.no larhhs.
i wont want ue to get diabetes larhhs...
=)
then vann,me n gordon go council board chit chat a bit...
he dint know whether to go home not...
then in the end he did,
then me n vann go choir lorhhs...
first,we went to ava room.
then we go rifle range.
at rifle range,
jaslyn n deborah said that ittis at canteenoutside there,
the piano there...
whadd the...
then we had to go down lorhhs...
sux man...
then choir there....
but dunno whyy so hyper...
then after that,
go home.
nothing much after...
today...
this morning damn sad...
and i mean literally...
i cried~
then go school...
now parents in bintan...
today quite normal...
debate quite fun.
then speech n drama last lesson.
after that,
WE had to go forr sl.
turn out im the only one who went...
then brilliant.
then after brilliant afifah,vann,me n shan lin stayed bakk a while...
haha.xD
we had quite a lot of fun man...
then went home...
then everything changes.
crap.
i shall not tokk abt it...
chao~

now you've really got me confused...
sometimes i just cant help but to fall forr...
you're always on my mind...
i really dont know what else,
or rather,
WHO.
to think about...
will you be true to your feelings if i have already forgot my past with...

2008-03-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

then today...
i woke up REALLY late.
i woke up ard 1044...
damn late compared to the normal time i wake up...
then had branch with family at gramps hse upstairs.
just so ue ppl know,
one of my gramps hse is just two storeys above my hse.
haha.xD
then went forr tuition...
was just on time...
in tuition,
my mosquito bites were all bleeding sia.
damn freak man.
I HATE IT.
then when i finished tuition...
en hao called...
weird right?
his timing damn good lehhs.
i step out of the class only he called seh.
COOL~
then went home...
now still washing the clothes...
gtg,
chao~

2008-03-23T17:52:00.003+08:00

i just realised i dint tokk abt good friday...
okayye.
morning woke up ard nine plusplus bahhs...
den ard ten plus,
me n my family go telok kurau there eat breakfast...
then go home n watch tv together...
then ard one plusplus go up gramps hse forr lunch...
my gramp cookes nasi bryani!
the curry was like damn shiok larhhs...
haha.xD
then afternoon ard four plusplus,
my uncle n aunt they all come our hse fetch us go our other aunt's condo forr bbq...
btw,we had a bbq party to celebrate uncle leon's b'dae...
anw,i love going to her hse.
ue know whyy?
cos herr hse is damn nice!
-its has a nice smell
-the deco. is damn nice
-it has a really comfortable feel
-has two levels
-AND A ROOFTOP GARDEN/BALCONY which even has a jacuzzi!
now ue ppl know whyy i love her hse so much?
ITS MY DREAM HOME.NO JOKE.
then on the way there,
me n sis keep on playing with lachlan[our toddler cousin]
=D
then when there,
met yvonne[my sec four year old aunt][closest "aunt"]
then we all went swimming...
played ball,volleyball n others in the pool...
then came out,
bathed,
then started eating...
my other gramp also cooked curry!
but this one is the coconut milk that kind of curry...
haha.
IT WAS DAMN GOOD ALSO KAYYE.
haha.then had potatoes...
then go play with cuz.
then we chatted...
then at night,
DEAD BEAT.-.-'''
dots.so help pack up then go home lorhhs...

2008-03-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

hais...
okayye...
today quite okayye...
except night bahhs.
morning go sl...
nt too bad...
then when inter with shawn n charmaine...xD
then go home lorhhs...
go home then watch some movies in sis' psp...
lunch,
tuition.
GORDON!I BOUGHT YOUR GUMMIES LIAO.
then go home...
then dunno whyy mum keep shoot me sia...
then i full of mosquito bites sia.
damn freak.
aiyahh,no mood today larhhs.
chao~
~~idon'tknowwhy,~~
butijustcareforyou.
ican'tbringmyselfNOTto careforyou.
idon'tknowwhat'shappening.
ijustcan'tcontrol.

2008-03-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

today morning,
gave out the goodies to the class...
then maths,maths test.
science,science test.
then p.e.
then during upper sec reccess,
shan lin came to out table there...
then he told us about sth he did that was stupid...
he go buy apple juice then he go and give aunty thirty cents...
then aunty was like,"boy ah,apple juice bu zhi san mao lehhs."
lols.
then our reccess...
then council investiture...
ohhya,gordon,hope you like the gift.
CONGRATS TO JOHNATHAN AND HAFIZ FOR OBTAINING THE 'FRIENDS OF COUNCIL' AWARD.
then after investiture go syf.
syf was fun!
then
after syf we stayed bakk in school...
then shan lin joined us.
then gordon,
then yfc bois including en hao...
then ard six-thirty plusplus...
then met sharizan at the bus-stop...
sry if i spell wrong...
then go home lorhhs...
tired liaos...
chao~
~~hais.~~
renchouzhendewozuimah?
kenengshiwozijiyichulaijiushichoudebahhs.

hais.

2008-03-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

okayye...
today was council investiture...
fun!we seriously had fun man.
well,
talking about it?
later bahhs.xD

remember the three kittens i talked about?
these three are the ones...
so cute right?!
look at the pics bahhs.=)

okayye...

recently i saw some cut mushrooms.

at first i dint see.

then my mum was like,"mei!mushroom!take photo,take photo!you like right?!"

i was like...

err...i dint expect my mum to rmb that i loved cute mushrooms...

so took pics of it lorhhs.

THANKS MUM!

okayye,

that night,

i walked out of the kitchen...

then i saw this really cool shadow...

the wires werent even in a heart shape larhhs.

then the shadow was so cool larhhs!

it was heart-shaped1

COOLNESS.

then took photo...

see bahhs.

2008-03-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

heyya...
[i better post quick]
some people want come my blog...
hope that person know who i toking abt.
okayye...
talk about today...
morning...
first was common test...
english was okok larhhs.
then was D&T!!!
loves~xD
spent QUALITY TIME with my papa[mr.hafiedz]
ahaha...
i buffed my acrylic...
then bend...
then polish...
then,
DONE!!!
lols.[sry ah,high liaos.]
then after that,
i become papa's best disciple sia...
go around helping everyone sia...
that spells one word,
FUN!
then collected all the artefacts cos im 'd&t rep'.
lols.
dont get the wrong idea ahh,
im nt trying to boast.
but im just happy to be papa's tudi!
den was sarbene's lesson...
quite okayye larhhs...
then recess go buy pens...
and i bought five pens sia.
then lessons...
geog copy a lot of shit...
then chinese very funny larhhs.
was fun.lols.-.-'''
bcos of lizhong.
then art.
fun too.
did english calligraphy again...
then after school go inter eat...
den go shengxiong buy sweets n chocs forr fellow two-one-ians.
SO TWO-ONE-IANS,THERE ARE GOODIES FORR YOU GUYS TOMORROW!
lols...
i spent over ten plus okayye...
nvm.im willing.
then go bakk school brilliante.
then go canteen after end.
sit there had fun with,
my uncle[genson],my aunt[daphne],uncle penguin lim[zheng wei] n kenneth[sec five]...
then go home lorhhs...
met noralinda at the bus-stop.
go home with herr.
then bus so cramp sia.
so got off.
then met theresa at the bus-stop...
then take bus five go home...
now,
tired.
chao~

2008-03-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

heyya.
today ALL LESSONS WERE BORING.
and,
i cant find my maths one book!!!
how?
im so dead larhhs...
im seriously gonna die...
maths rep. lost herr book...
i feel so bad...
i hate disppointing people who have expectations of me...
espcially people i like...[im toking abt maths teacher horr.]
then after school,
speech n drama.
this wk one quite okayye larhhs.
then after school,
went down,
then when in canteen kaiyang n shanlin show us kittens...
SO CUTE sia!
then go home lorhhs...
im so bored.
and i have to do the HEAVY LOAD OF WASH AGAIN.
chao~
~~areyoutalkingaboutme?~~
ireally dontknow...
canyoupleasemesothatiwillknow...
pleasedon'tletmehurtyouwithoutevenknowing...

2008-03-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

lols.
heyya people.
washed the clothes this morning,
den went forr tuition.
but whole body was aching liaos...
den tuition very hyper again...
haha.xD
-.-'''
den now celebrating aunt's b'dae...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
chao~

FATIGUE,PAIN,CRAP.

2008-03-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

okayye...
i will talk about both days that i finally return to school...
which can,in my opinion,only be described in three words.
FATIGUE,PAIN,CRAP.
yesterday first.
morning woke up ard 0726 bahhs...
prepared to go school...
left home ard 0810?

go school forr choir dance practice...
saw afifah!!!
n vann of course!
i missed them sooooo much!
ahahaha.xD
then the dance prac ws quite fun larhhs...
but there was one part that i had to bend my left knee forr quite some time...

then after pract,
my legs were like jelly.
this time,
im NOT exagerrating.
i cld hardly walk larhhs...
then when we were downstairs,
linda n lisa said that we had to tell mrs.teo that we had to tell her if we were not joining syf.

in the end,
all four of us got a damn hard scolding...
but come to think of it,
i tinkk whadd mrs.teo said was right bahhs...
my grades wldnt drop bahhs...
i wasted my time slacking...
then in the end,
all four of us went forr syf...
but it turned out to be fun...
--_--'''

the training seriously took up ALL MY ENERGY.
went home.
half dead.
but still alive.
met cheng hao on the bus...
haha.
he smiled n said hi...
i just smiled...xD
then did SOME lit homework.
then go sleep lorhhs...

then today...
go school forr council investiture rehearsal...
then we found out that this year,
the investiture is during the UPPER SEC ASSEMBLY.
sucks man.
whadever.
i cant change anything can i?
might as well stop thinking abt that...
lols.

after that,
lunch.
then go bakk school with chee hean n vann.
then syf training.
was fun.
syf ended early.
but dint wanna go forr choir again...

so slacked in canteen with vann.
chee hean was there also...
i was sending him songs...
haha.xD
met voodoo in canteen...
lols,he started dancing.
me n vann went crazy in laughter man.
then walked out of school with the two of them...
then gave him my hotmail.
haha.xD
then i went forr tuition...

today tuition was damn dunn n hyper...
found out where cheng hao lived...
haha.--_--'''
then go home lorhhs...
i tinkk thats all.
chao~

me and "TWIN"

2008-03-11T16:15:00.000+08:00

hais...

melissa just left...

now so bored...

nvm larhhs,

i can go watch 公主小妹 now...

anw,we took pictures...

here's one of them...

lols...melissa teo so chio...

melissa lim so...hais...NEGATIVE.

melissa teo CHIOBU!

bye dearie~will miss ya.

chao~

2008-03-11T14:34:00.000+08:00

hellos (: melissa teo here :D
i'm at her house now.see,
her post all emo emo de.
i helping her lighten up her
EMO-ish blog.laughs*
lalalas:X she sms-ing don't
know who now worhs ~~
eee,she playing her psp
now,jealous jealous**
lols! :DD alrights,off
melissa goes;
poof,gone,buhbyes :}