to cherished buddy: i've really enjoyed & treasure the fun times we had together,as "close friends".but i know,that you've never planned to leave them.so i think i should respect your decision & "let you go"?i don't want to be a burden to you.since you've chosen to be with them,then i will go with your decision.i will be okay.i really hope things will work out well between you & them.JIAYOU ok?i will always be there for you if you need me.love you.all the best gerl!=)
to "person": i really am having mixed feelings here.just when i really started telling myself that i've gotten over you,and even started telling myself i actually hated you,you just suddenly "pop" out of nowhere!i mean,can you for once just NOT DO THIS TO ME?you suddenly come & talk to me as if nothing has ever happened before!the way you talked,was as if you were a totally different person!for about a year,you were so cold to me,then,out of the blue,you talk to me as if you actually treated me as a friend!i really am all confused because of you.i can't believe i actually cried over you in school,in front of all my friends!i really have no idea what is going through your mind,neither do i have any idea what it going through in my OWN MIND!why must you always do this to me whenever im in a period of a fix!just so YOU know,i do have my OWN SETS OF PROBLEMS.and currently,i do have A LOT TO DEAL WITH.can you either be cold to me forever,or just be a wonderful friend to me forever?why must you be both?!it really mixes me up!one day,you're like this,the next day,you're that!i never ever ever know who you are,& how you would treat me!you're just OVERLY UNPREDICTABLE.i hate you,yet,i love you.what's my problem?i guess its just my mixed feelings about my friendships & YOU. thanks,REALLY,THANKS,for making my mind even more of a whirl.
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SUNSHINE
THE MUNCHER.♥
she's melissa lim.
her nicks are melmel,mangkuk,cupcake!
she's been on earth since 091194.
bedokgreensecondaryschool is HER school.
twoone is THE CLASS.
but she's in threethree now.
she loves PONYO & DOMO-KUN
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